Family Time.

Well we finally got to see Adam's parents on Friday and Saturday morning before they left. The good thing is that they were in a good mood so seeing them was enjoyable. On Friday we go to their hotel and before we got out of the car I went over a few things with Adam. I always do this because when we are around his parents he becomes oblivious to all my signals. I swear he always is on the same page as me and can understand with just a glance how I am feeling until he gets around his parents and he becomes totally oblivious. The one thing I wanted to reiterate to him was I had had a 1/2 bowl of cereal to eat all day and it was now 5 and I was starving and would prefer to not eat at 9 pm like they usually do. He said OK. We get to the room and we talk for awhile and then his parents ask what we want to do tonight. Adam's response, "Well I am not really hungry because I had a big lunch so what if we go drive around and explore." Um WTF??? Did I not tell him I was starving? I seriously wanted to strangle him. I must have given him the most evil look ever because then he was like "What?" I was so mad. I ended up getting a coke before we left the hotel and I had a mini bag of potato chips in my car that I ate but honestly the 5 chips did little for my stomach. When I got the coke I whispered to him how pissed I was and he said, "Sorry I forgot." We decided to checked out Canyon Lake. It is so beautiful there. It has been a long time since we have been there. Afterwards Adam asked them if they wanted to go back to our house for a while. WTF? I am still freaking hungry and by this point my head hurts from lack of food. Luckily they said it was getting late so we should probably go to dinner. We get back into town and go to Claim Jumpers. They have the most ginourmous portions of food. There are too many good things to decide on. I decided to get a Long Island to help dull the pain from my headache. I was drunk after I finished it because of lack of food and decided to order another one. I was smashed and ate a little food.

The real problem is in my insecurity. Adam's whole family is soooo skinny. They eat a ton of food and never gain weight. His parents are really critical of people that are overweight. They never say anything bad about me but they do talk about how fat other people are and they might be skinnier than me so it is an insult to me. I actually find it pretty funny how critical their parents are because all of their kids are with someone who is overweight. Anyway I hate bringing up the food issue because it just feels like I am saying I am fat because I want to eat all the time. I honestly eat healthy and I just get fatter. (Although since the miscarriage I have lost 4 pounds.) I don't know they just think that they are better than everyone in every way so it makes me feel really unaccepted.

Saturday was much better on my part although my stomach hurt from all the eating out. I don't do real well with greasy meals. We went to the mall and hung out and did a little shopping. It was really nice. Eve got some super cute outfits from Pumpkin Patch. I got a new shirt from Eddie Bauer. Adam's parents got Eve a bunch of toys from KB toys (a baby doll, barbie, polly pocket playset, and a Fisher Price MP3 player.) The kid really didn't really need anymore toys but she loves everything she got and we are thankful that they spoiled her a little.