God has heard me.

I have some issues that I am constantly working on. Like I am not good at standing up for myself when it comes to medical issues. I also HATE talking on the phone. I am really proud of myself and leaving a message for the Dr about the possibility of a second u/s. I know it might not be a big deal and I said I was going to do that but the fact that I actually followed through on it makes me really proud of myself. Unfortunately the Dr is out of the office today so I won't hear back until tomorrow.

Last night as I lay in bed I was praying that I would go into labor soon so that this decision would be taken out of my hands and placed in God's instead. I fell asleep praying and when I woke up I felt this sense of peace come over me. Even though he didn't answer my prayer in the way I asked he did answer it. I am completely convinced that I just need to let nature take its course and God will take care of us. I still want the other u/s to just get a better idea of what we are facing but I don't think I will schedule a c/s. God made this baby for us and I trust that everything will happen the way it is supposed to and I really have no control over it even if it results in a c/s. I am choosing to enjoy my last moments of this miracle. Baby Milo we can't wait to meet you.