Grandma

My grandma passed away today. I am really sad about it. I thought I would be ok with it because honestly she was not herself and suffering a lot. But I grieve because when I think of her I think of the person she used to be. The person who always spoiled me and would look through the family picture books and tell me stories of our relatives for hours. She would sit on the ground with me and play card and board games. She gave me the gift of a college education and always treated me like I was perfect. I loved her so much and so did Eve. Even though Eve never got to meet the grandma I adored growing up she could see the goodness in her and loved spending time with her even though at times it was hard for me to be around her because I missed the "old" her so much Eve made sure we visited her often because she loved being around her. I am sad I will never get to introduce Milo to her and I am sad that I have to explain to Eve that her great-grami is in a better place with Jesus and that we won't be able to see her anymore. I need to focus on all the wonderful things my Grandma will get to have now. She is no longer in pain and she will be reunited with her loved ones. She will get to be with my grandpa who was her soul mate. They were the couple that taught me what true love was and how to be in a loving respectful relationship. My grandparents were awesome and I am so thankful to have had them be part of my life. I hope they are lovingly embracing each other and watching down on us knowing how much we love them.