Bittersweet.

Today was my due date for the baby we lost. It is also 2 months exactly until Milo is due. I never realized that the 2 dates were exactly 2 months apart.

I have a little vent I need to get off my chest. It really makes me angry to hear people to talk about chemical pregnancies like they aren't a true miscarriage. I don't like when people treat it like it is just a missed period. I was attached to the baby I lost from the second I saw the positive test. I was in love with my baby even if the time was short it still hurt. It was still my child and I was pregnant and cared for it. Just because my miscarriage was early it was still a miscarriage. I wish people would understand that the physical and emotional pain was very real to me and I still sit here teary eyed about it even though I am growing a beautiful baby boy. I still love my angel baby and I always will. I don't even know what else to say so I will just stop now.