Sunday, January 11, 2009

A little vent.

I am not feeling well today. I got next to no sleep last night after waking up 2 times to puke from acid reflux. Honestly I could care less about the puking it is the burning sensation that gets stuck in the back of my throat that makes it so I can't sleep. When I was able to sleep it was in the sitting position to help prevent another bout with the toilet. Eve woke up extra early and climbed in bed with us and when I told her I wasn't feeling well so she needed to be quiet she decided to rub her blanky on me since it comforts her. It was sweet but then I couldn't sleep because it felt like my skin was being rubbed off. Finally she stopped and I drifted off to sleep. I think in total I slept 3 hours last night. It sucked and I woke up feeling like total behind. I still feel the burning in the back of my throat. I have not had the motivation to do any of my school work. I am not really sure what I am going to do. I have to have my project completed in just 2 weeks and I haven't even started it. Plus I still have to revise a few things I turned in last semester. I am so mad at myself for procrastinating because now that I feel like crap today I still need to work on it and all I want to do is go lay around in bed. My mom wanted spaghetti pizza tonight for dinner. Which is great but I am the only one who knows how to make it and I have no time or energy to make anything tonight. I bit my dads head off when he was asking me what HE could go get from the store. So now there are no dinner plans. I am stressed to the max and feel like I am coming down with a cold I really could give a shit what is for dinner. Honestly I feel so sick I don't even want to think about food. Is there any way I can get a clone for the next month. After that I think I will be ok but the next couple of weeks are going to be hectic and on top of it all I have just really been enjoying my time with Adam and Eve that I have no motivation to work instead of enjoying their company. ARRRRGGGHHH. Ok I guess I will go work now instead.

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