Sooo Sleepy.

Honestly the exhaustion has set in. I can barely function when I am awake. I could take a nap at any given time in the day even if I just woke from a nap. It is making me regret taking such a full class schedule. I cannot motivate myself to do my homework or study at all. I literally wait until the last second. During the week I am worthless because after work I can barely muster enough energy to chew my food an stare blankly at my computer. I get the rare burst of energy. My procrastination leads to freakouts of how I am going to get everything I need to done. I think I am going to start waking up a half hour earlier to work out before work. Hopefully this combined with eating a healthy well balanced diet(my other new obsession) will allow me to have enough energy to function throughout my day and perhaps have a little bit of energy to burn when I get home. I need to stop being so lazy and start living. I have been having a little bit of cramping today which has me freaked out. I seriously need to stop googling and go find my pregnancy books. Google is scary and every time I Google pregnant and cramping it always leads to possible sign of m/c. I really wish the people who wrote this could also put that it is a totally normal sign of pregnancy because it is. I am looking forward to and scared about my appointment on Thursday. I wish I could just speak up and find out exactly what we are going to be doing at the appointment. Am I going to get and u/s or not? Is it going to be a piss and blood test and weight and be told to have a nice day see you in a month. I need some reassurance and I am not the best about speaking up for what I need. I would even be willing to pay for the u/s out of pocket just to know the baby is healthy. I am sure everything is fine and for the most part I am really positive and feel confident about all of this but at other times I am scared out of my mind. I hope this is it. I want a healthy baby more than anything in the world.