Can't wait.

I ordered 2 bella bands on Sunday. Why? Because I am already so bloated that I can't stand to have my pants buttoned. Yes I know I am only 5 weeks and I have a long way to go but my cloths were snug prebaby so this added bloat makes my pants dig into my belly. I learned something when I was pregnant with Eve which was I couldn't stand to have anything remotely tight around my stomach while pregnant. I was in materinity pants at 7 weeks with her because of this issue. I really though I could wait that long with this baby too but I bought them on Sunday so that when the time comes I am prepared. Well that time was today and I still haven't gotten them. I went to put on my pants this morning and they closed after I sucked it in a little. The problem came when I went to tie my shoe. I bent over and seriously couldn't breath while bent over because my pants were cutting so far into my stomach that I was holding my breath like I was straining. When I sat back up I realized this feeeling didn't go away and realized how miserable I was going to be all day. My pants have button and 2 clasps. If I buttoned the button but left the clasps undone it gave it an extra 1/2 and inch. This was a tiny relief but I still had a red mark on my tummy when I took them off. I am a little worried about how much weight I have gained and am a little scared to step on the scale. I have been eating way to much from fear it will all change soon. With Eve I never wanted to eat anything, but had to force feed myself. I asked Adam if he would mind rolling me around like Violet from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory when I become so fat that I can't walk anymore. He said he was cool with that.